Anonymous Story Disordered Eating Texas

I am 15 years old and have struggled with every type of eating disorder thinkable, and have visited numerous physciatrists- (you would think i would be able to spell that.) since i was in seventh grade. I have struggled with this for four years. I am still sturggling with my disorder, my so called addiction. my goal is to end up in a hospital, and wear a size nothing, to come close to death and then turn around. By looking at me, you can't tell i have any problems. I am 5'9 and weigh 135 pounds. I have to loose weight. I am constantly thinking that i need to get down to atleast 90 pounds. I am always messing up in my eating habits, having more than i should. i hate it, but atleast i know that there are other people out there that share my same struggles and goals.

~ no name