I am 15 years old and have struggled with every type of eating disorder
thinkable, and have visited numerous physciatrists- (you would think i would
be able to spell that.) since i was in seventh grade. I have struggled with
this for four years. I am still sturggling with my disorder, my so called
addiction. my goal is to end up in a hospital, and wear a size nothing, to
come close to death and then turn around. By looking at me, you can't tell i
have any problems. I am 5'9 and weigh 135 pounds. I have to loose weight.
I am constantly thinking that i need to get down to atleast 90 pounds. I am
always messing up in my eating habits, having more than i should. i hate it,
but atleast i know that there are other people out there that share my same
struggles and goals.
~ no name
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