Wendy's Story Bulimia Nervosa San Jose, CA

I don't know why I do it but I do...each day I start out with the good intentions of only eating healthy, light foods. This lasts for a short while, until I get home from work. All I can think about is that food in the fridge. I obsess about it. Until I give in and eat it. Knowing that it will make me fat, I eat it anyway. A guilt so strong comes over me at the last bite and I follow my usual routine. Run to the kitchen sink and get rid of it! I know it is dangerous, but in my state of mind at the time, I just don't care. It is as if I am a different person when I do this. I am possessed by a force stronger than me and I can't control myself. I want to desperately! I don't want to die from this! I don't want to lose me.