My bulimia started a little more then a year ago. At first it was just once and a while, then it became 3 or 4 times a day. I am so scared, I feel so ashamed and stupid. It can't stop, it won't stop and itŐs killing me. My parents know and sent me to a therapist, then after a while I just told everyone I was okay, I am magically cured (of course I wasn't).
Now I am hiding again and I can feel my insides being hurt but its impossible to stop. To those that think they have it in control and that Hey itŐs a great way to lose quick weight, it really is not. ItŐs a monster that is telling you how gross, pathetic and disgusting you are. And I hate it. I hate having to hide and feel ashamed. I understand and I hope that everyone that is battling with bulimia ends up winning.