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My name is Michele and I have been battling with Anorexia and Bulimia and
the whole visious cycle that comes along with it for
about two years. When I was at my eating stage I would take
hundereds of laxatives to rid my body of the food. Now I am eating
two rice cakes and a low fat yogart and excercising enough for a five
course meal to be burned off. I am scared of where this will lead. I
don't really care about trying to be healthy because doctors and
hospitals and therapy have not helped me yet, so I figure I am just a
lost cause. I guess I just hope this demon called an eating disorder
will just take me away. I do not want to hurt my family anymore. I
can't talk to my family, they have never understood. I just feel lost.
Help!
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